you know parents make such a big deal about explaining homosexuality to their children but when I was a kid I watched a show where one of the villains was a satanic cross-dressing lobster and never once questioned it
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Ugh…. I just can’t…. So I’m sitting here watching well my best guy friend who I have to admit I think I’ve got serious feelings for…. Fuck this damn it… I know he’ll never return them so why do I feel like this?!?!!! The only good thing right now is that ill be leaving in about two weeks for my moms. I can’t take living in that so called home with my x… It’s just too much, all he does is just fucking hurt me (emotionally) and I can’t take it any more! I know I should never leave my son but I can’t and won’t take him up there with me… I can get away on my own and I can handle her emotional bs but I just can’t submit him to any if that… Also I’m pretty sure it’ll be coooooollllllldddddd DX oh shit DX I forgot my “friend” has come back into town and he’s been dying to see me… Fuuuuccccckkkkkk. Well I guess he’s gonna have to wait a little while…. And no I have no idea when ill be back.. I just know right now I can’t be around my best guy friend or my x… I’m gonna go crazy being around both 😣
Just wtf?! I think I’m gonna go crash… Or at least try.. God I’m gonna miss him… He’s been kinda like my rock, my somewhat distant rock, but rock none the less… I… Idk… This is driving me nuts!! I wanna tell him but I know NOTHING will change… No matter how much I want this I know he’s not ready… Just fucking a… Yeah going to bed like now…
So I walk into my room, aka the room that my x and I have to share and ask hi what he’s doing. Reading and I just kinda laughed asking if he could leave so I could sleep. He then proceeds to bitch about how I need to sleep out on the air mattress b/c he wants to sleep on a normal bed for once. Not my problem ass hat, u decided a while back that this wasn’t your bed when u told me I couldn’t drive that car any more. When u give it back to me is when I let u sleep in my MY bed again. But till then, FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO FUCKING SLEEP WITH! I’m just so sick of being around him day in and day out that I might just fucking lose it. Like one day he’s a decent guy and the next he’s a fucking prick, or I should say the next minute. 😫Just one normal day without him in my life would be a blessing. Or how about the rest of my life… So tired of this… Going to bed now.. Without any interruptions hopefully.. 😣
friendly reminder that you don’t owe your mom kindness and love if she hasn’t shown you any, and that family members don’t automatically deserve all your respect if they treat you badly. don’t let anyone make you feel guilty about how your parents treat you.
If I make you breakfast in bed, a simple “Thank You” will suffice. None of this “How did you get in my house” business. So rude
jus in bello con 2013 - Jensen/Misha panel resumé question
okay, this is the entire resumé question including the dancing (both Jensen on his own and him - at the beginning - and with Misha - at the end) and all that went on before (includes Misha doing accents, discussing horse riding, tibetan throat singing and more stuff). sorry if at some points it gets shaky but hopefully it doesn’t change too much. ;)
XD LOOOOOOVVVVEEEEE XD
